It came!

My Turbo Jam came last night and I did my first workout this morning! WOW! That's all I can say... I was a little worried this was going to be a bit like P90X (which I didn't mind doing but it just seemed redundant and I really hate floor exercises) but it wasn't at all! It is pumped up and fun and I can definitely feel more of a burn than I ever have with running! I am so excited!
It also came with meal suggestions, a lot of which I think my kids and husband will eat as well, which means I can cook the same meal for everyone! I have about 50 lbs to loose and feel if I stick to the plan and fight for it that I will succeed!
I can honestly say I am very excited… I feel that after I conquer this battle in my life, that things will start to change for me and fall into place. And the anticipation for a better me is giving me motivation to keep on going! I can’t wait to see what tomorrows workout will be like!

It shipped...

My Turbo Jam shipped last night and it should be here by next Wednesday, if not sooner! I am excited and ready to start this fight!

My fight begins with me

I started this blog as a piece of motivation... as of right now I have not invited anyone to follow or even mentioned to anyone that I've started this blog. It is something for me to have to keep track of what progress I might make in my life and a place to write down my thoughts and feelings.

As of today I feel alone and pathetic. My main concern with my life right now is that I am obese- I'm not healthy... I'm a chubby mama with a lot of weight to loose. It is affecting my family life and my ability to get down and play with my kids, or to have energy to do more than sit and watch TV with my husband. I have little to no motivation- I have been running for weeks and have yet to loose anything, pounds or inches- I have counted calories, used apps on my phone to try and help and have even tried having competitions with friends and family to use as motivation and nothing but an achy body and a depressed me.

I'm more ready than I have ever been for that big change because I feel that with it will come more than just a weight loss journey... I believe I will find myself again, that relationships will change, my attitude will change, that I will change and be the person I have always wanted to be.

I purchased Turbo Jam to start with... I did a lot of research and looking into programs and I feel that this program will suit me well... I want a work out that is fun and enjoyable and it also guarantees me 10 lbs and 10 inches in 30 days and I need that so I can at least fit into my jeans before it gets to chilly to continue to wear my fat girl capris. I hope that seeing that change in my body will motivate me to move forward and to fight for my health and that as I do this, I will fight for more and become someone amazing.